What emotion hits you the most deeply?

the one that hits me most is yearning (if it could be considered one) being touched,  moved to tears by displays of true love, admiration, affection, and respect from a romantic partner to his/her mate or from one family member to another. it hits me and moves me to tears; im not sure if it's sadness because i don't have it in my life currently or joy because others are experiencing it and i too can create it for myself eventually. laughter through tears comes close, but i'ts tears through laughter. wanting to smile and realize joy, but being stricken with yearning longing for something that feels out of reach.